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happily married to ZHU TOU!

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ME MYSELF & MYSELF

*name: XUEYING/KELLY
*nickname: ah girl
*birthday: 28/09/1989
*school: SHPS/SHSS & ITE College East
*e-mail: imissyou_soomuch@hotmail.com


MY'<3

*food:sweets, chocolates, cakes, ice-creams, french fries, yoshinoya!!
*drinks:ice lemon-tea, blueberry tea, ice milo!!
*things:soft toys, cute little stuff, music box and crystal!!
*pastimes:shopping, chatting on phone, messaging friends, taking lots & lots of photos and neoprints like mad, small little talks with hubby before bed(:!!
*people:all my friends, my family, lil kecia* and yes of course him!!


NONO

*food:food that does not taste nice!!
*drinks:drinks that are bitter!!
*things:stuff that are ugly!!
*people: people that i don't like!!

WISHLIST

#1 find my MR RIGHT
 #2 happily ever after!
#3 YOU to QUIT smoking! :)
 #4 buy more clothes! :P
#5 1 year wedding anniversary
 #6 go overseas! :)
#7 Princess* 1 years old b'day!! (:
#8 Earn more $$! haha! :D
#9 Buy new handphone.
#10 Get a Laptop*!
#11 finish my confinement!!
#12 get my manicure done.
#13 go for a haircut.
#13 Option to purchase HDB!!

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Tuesday, November 02, 2010

had been feeling down lately, not knowing the reason really!! but just feeling rather frustrated and sad. . what's wrong with me actually? do i need the medication again? i had stopped for a period of time. please i don't want to continue the medication again!! so GOD please give me the strength to face my emotions. i thought today i would feel rather better then yesterday, but it's still the same just slightly better like 1% how long can i last like that? with my fu*ktup emotions, arghh! :/ or that time i go for checkup, the nurse diagnose me wrong, she should say i am suffering from post-natal depression. so i will be prepared.


sometimes i find myself not understanding you enough. should i understand you deeper? or just i can't accept the fact that you're like that! just a little hug from you, or words that come out from your mouth will calm my emotions. but anyway it's over, i should instead accept you for who you are?


just suddenly,

i find myself lost in your world. trying hard to have you back, but i just couldn't catch up with you coz you are running too fast away.
am i feeling like that coz i can't control my emotions now? please someone tell me,
or just really i am already lost in your world?

my bLissFuL MOmENTs
love: XUEYING
12:58 PM