Tuesday, September 21, 2010
dear bloggie i had soo much to say. soo much of discomfort in my heart! wanted soo much to cry out loud but had been controlling my tears telling myself not to cry. . coz kelly got to be strong! sometimes i just feel soo tired, but i know myself now that i get frustrated easily. i'm sorry my dears if i did something wrong. . how i wish i got the courage to say everything out, type eveything out! all of my unhappiness. daddy suddenly i miss you soo much! soo many things to make me soo stress, confinement is making me more stress. how i wish i am a idiot so i don't have to think soo much about anything.
tomorrow is MIL birthday. i guess the best birthday present i could give her is giving birth to kelaine! yupps yupps, but i really do not know how to tell you about it. i know you love MIL alot, but sometimes you got to understand if we gonna sink nobody can help us about anything. the best present you can give her is your love and you taking care of MIL as and when she needed you the most. . me too know that MIL means alot to you, MIL means alot to me and i love her too. what should i do??? can somebody give me some advice? i really do not know why sometimes you do things, you just don't use your fu*king brain to think hard.

my bLissFuL MOmENTs
love: XUEYING
12:19 PM