Sunday, September 14, 2008
today is mooncake festival! :) should be a happy festival for childrens, but the saddest thing about it today was it was raining heavily. . and childrens can't go down play their favourite laterns, candles and etc. . yupps yupps, today my mood was good through out the day. but till at night my mood was super bad. . coz of 1 person fu*king attitude! i can't do anything but just keep quiet! but it was soo kind of my husband to comfort me when i tell him about it* yupps yupps, sometimes really i don't understand why i can't stand his fu*king attitude. . and i don't understand his sudden change of attitude, although my husband told me the reasons. maybe my thinking is just soo complicated. hiaz! :-/ today morning went to see the doctor and the doctor says i was suffering from . . . sorry i forgotten the word! haha! :D but this sickness i have is due to stress, and arghh! :-/ it can last me 1-3 years if i can destress myself or find out why am i having stress, my sickness may drag even longer! so help my surroundings friends, please help me. . coz the most worse thing is that i don't even know that i am having stress.

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