Thursday, August 28, 2008
soo happy tomorrow i can finally do the things that i yearn to do for soo long! haha! :D it is the day that i waited for soo darn long. . the day had finally arrived! woohoo! :) yupps yupps, BORING DAYS is going to the end for me. . and yahoo, i get my half of my freedom. . yupps yupps, plan to buy clothes online and had chose 4 suits. but waiting to see yvonne clothes first, coz she bought it online before me. . and tomorrow she will get it. and yupps yupps, told her to bring the clothes for me to see! hope it is nice then i can buy the 4 suits that i choose. . thinking about the clothes i can't wait to wear it! **how i wish i can wear it now.
at night dear went to chalet! oh gosh, how i wish i can go. . it's been a long time since i attend chalet! yupps yupps, really been ages. seeing dear leave the house to the chalet truthfully made me *Jealous! how i wish i was him, really! haha! :D but it is like some sort impossible! -,-"' actually i don't really want him to go de, but since he wants to go then nevermind i ended up letting him go. .
dear you know why i don't wish you to go. . coz i know you will smoke! somehow i really don't trust that you will not smoke. but i still made myself to trust you, telling myself no you won't! you will remember the promises that you made. but in the end, you disappoint me again. . or is me being soo dumb to keep telling myself no you won't. . what actually is the problem? why can't you just quit once and for all! i really can't figure out the problem! i really can't. . or can you tell me just not to care soo much or at least tell me what is the problem.
my bLissFuL MOmENTs
love: XUEYING
11:55 PM
