Sunday, November 18, 2007
why am i tolerating you? i really do ask myself! sometimes you know you just say certain things throw some temper, but it just hurts me throughly! why am i always the person that cry soo hard but couldn't change anything! asking myself again and again. . treating me sometimes sweet and sometimes arghh! :-/ like an idiot! why is that so?
is it true when 2 people had been together for long then they wouldn't be as sweet when they just got together?
i did try and tried hard enough to be your guai guai. and why is this happening to me? can anyone tell me? i am tired, really tired from crying! can someone just slap me hard enough to wake me up? so that i could stop myself from sobbing!
*dear,
do you know that you had changed? i do not know what cause the changed in you, or maybe you don't even feel that you had changed! you know sometimes somethings you keep inside your heart not telling me, i wouldn't know! maybe somethings common sense also would know, but you know i wouldn't know coz i am like a dumb person! so you have to tell me, tell me things so that we can really avoid any quarrel! it's been long since we had a good talk! maybe its time for us to sit down and have a good talk!
my bLissFuL MOmENTs
love: XUEYING
2:47 AM
