Wednesday, August 23, 2006
today early in the morning at around 12+ like that i make dear dear got soo mad at me! :- didn't mean it de wor. . didn't mean to hang your phone really! didn't mean not to call you back to. hiaz! :-x don't angry liao okay? and also went to school today! yupps yupps, after school went shopping at tampines mall and century square. . then dear dear call me and tell me that he won't be meeting me anymore! sad. . soo sad! came back home then! reached my place downstair then got 1 guy ask for my hp number! i told dear dear, then dear dear got jealous! :(cried! i feel that telling him is better then i did not tell him! :'(sob! sob! everything that i do now seems to be soo wrong! :(cried!
till now dear dear still angry about the morning the thing you know? and just only yesterday that irritating pervert msg me! told dear dear, and i think that he is angry with me now again. . hiaz! :- what am i supposed to do? :(cried! really very sad now.
how i wish dear dear could hug me now! -tightly- but i know that is imppossible! :- nevermind la, dear dear when you see me again you must hug me tightly okay? not letting go. .
now i just couldn't smile! just want to sleep thinking that nothing had happened but i know i like that just making myself not facing the reality! :-x arghh! my mind is in a whirl now. . turning round and round making me feel soo sooOOoOo irritated!
i am a stupid and naive girl that you will never know. .

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love: XUEYING
4:49 AM